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"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars.
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now."

AW LEMON LIMIN LA LONG AUNTY NAME "SIAO EH" ♥

This crazy energetic girl entertained me throughout the useless(?) UT workshop despite being sick. What would school be without photo booth? Your folder "Pictures" will get daily spams and by the end of poly life, your 640GB of memory space will be filled with 80% pictures and 20% work! Other than food, cam-whoring helps you destress from the daily powerpoint presentation routine! I take my stand to a very large extent.

The awesome gang!

School is FANTABULOUS! Hectic, yes. But my mind works in such a way that the "better things in life" conquers the "horrible nonsense crap that i find so hard to enjoy". My friends. A motivation that pulls me out of bed every single day! They bring a whole different meaning to friendship. Everyday a new ThFUN. Everyday a new joke. Everyday a new love. Its amazing how W45B can be so tight just after afew weeks! Friends, what would you do without them...

XOXO,
becksideneedsmoresleeporshewillhaveeyebagsintimetocome.

It rained today. I learnt to never shout "LIGHTNING!" when you see a flash. 'cos you will later realise that it was a camera flash. Bimbo much. I always wish that the rain had a magical power that would wash away all your problems and ugliness. That way, whenever it rains, i'll happily thank God for the rain and run out of the house and prepare a nice comfy bed on the sidewalk to drench myself.

-emonemo

As i comforted myself on swensen's comfy chair, I remained stoned and counted the people that dashed across my barely opened eyes. Thirteen. My brain is not functioning properly and yet i managed to count, going in and out of uncontiousness. Bobbing my head, trying hard not to fall asleep. My day on a scale of 1 to 10, 6! Taking into account the long hours in school cracking our braincells solving retarded math questions and the AWESOME night with the gang.  I'm even more happy because i bought a romper that cost me 25bucks! I'm currently rejoicing. Shopping made me happy(despite the situations i faced).

I didn't just get a pocket full of sunshine...

I GOT SO MUCH MORE!  ♥

Apple Strudle taste so much sweeter when you're having it with this *cough*hunk*cough*.

You know when you squash an ant and it doesn't die. You see its legs wobbling and its trying to escape from death. Thats how i feel. But, i'm on the verge of DYING! Its been freaking 2weeks! Its such a pain to eat so i had to stick to hospital food for at least 12days. The headache is keeeeeeling me and my stomach is churning madly. Mr.Doctor hasn't confirmed what im 'suffering' from. Even my fever is so unpredictable. If i said i have Toncilitis, would you know what that it? I hate puking. I hate hospital food. I hate taking the 8 different kinds of meds prescribed to me. I hate the pain. I hate feeling weak. I hate falling sick. I HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO EAT ANYTHING I WANT!!!

Can it get any worse?!

The really sweeeet V'day present i got from Him. Worth 3hours of his life! LOVELETTERS! Like literally ChineseNewYear goodies, loveletters. &there were love letters INSIDE the loveletters. Here's the catch. In order to read them, i have to consume all those calories that the loveletters contain! Still, he brought back the meaning of Valentine's Day to me.

Thankyou, YOU<3

I chanced upon this ADORABLE talented little angel who made my day!(:

this is our fate, I'm yours ♥

I hope this will make you smile &feel better =(
because you're my sunshine in the rain,
you make me want to shut you up
&you're an idiot ttmxzs!

LOVE: WEIIIIIIYIIIIIII

I wasted my time going down to SHSS today. It was useless...
Thank God for Daddys with four wheel drives! ♥

NYP - appealed to Business Informatic.
DAE form submitted, results on the 5th Feb(i think).

RP - transfered course from Common Engineering to Customer Relation &Service Management.
They reserved a place for me. So, if my appeal to NYP doesn't get through, RP would be available! And honestly, i don't mind(:

TJ - It's over...

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight." -Proverbs 3:5-6

I'm too lazy to sms/repeat my story. So here goes...

I purposely set my message ringtone loud enough to wake me up because i was really REALLY excited to see where I would be posted too. My faith was at its MAXIMUM! @6:26AM my phone blasted.

Message from MOE: REBEKAH LIM, you are posted to REPUBLIC POLY, Common Engineering Programme (R42) under 2010 JAE.

I was ANGUISHED, WHATTHEZONGXZS and DAMN SAD!

After that, i couldn't go back to sleep at all. I kept questioning God! I cried, and was literally ranting at the wall. I prayed so hard that i ran out of words to say to Him. Then dear ZEKE reminded me "plans for a hope and a future..." and "its through hard ordeals that God can teach you and mould you..." I was killing my brain cells in bed till 10. Thinking of the options that i have and WHAT TO DO!? CLAIRE brought a smile upon my face! She always does, when times are bad. I love you baby! Soon enough, Lexy informed me that i could check online for the courses that i can appeal too. I logged in to the JAE APPEAL APPLICATION website. My options were limited so i logged out. GRACE was a sweetheart when she affirmed that "God has a plan for you that will make you stronger". It was hard to accept it at first. YongLin, reckoned that it would be better to go down to the school and appeal. SO, i went down to TM to have lunch @ SUBWAY(: first. White Chip Mac to cheer me up! I bumped into Sharlene&Greg. They saved me the trouble of going down to TP to appeal.(THANKYOU!!!) Apparently, i can only try to appeal to the courses that are around 19pts. I was disheartened, obviously. BUT sharlene suggested that i appeal through DPA, which means I'd have to go online to apply. I felt much at ease and decided to go shop and make myself feel a whole lot better!

Guess what, it failed... I FRIGGING BOUGHT A BIKINI FOR WHO KNOWS WHAT REASON!!! 30BUCKS WASTED JUST LIKE THAT! I'M HOW ANGRY WITH MYSELF LA! ITS NOT LIKE IM GOING TO SENTOSA OR WHAT. I DONT NEED A BIKINI!!! SAW IT. LOVED IT. NETS IT. REGRET IT. WTP!? Well, its a rather cute bikini but thats besides the point. HAHA!

I received a text from Korkor who came to my rescue and suggested that i contact Uncle Kyle about the DPA thingy. He's supposedly some big shot in TP. So i got daddy to call him and we discussed about it with him over the phone. However, he didn't take note that i was desperate for a business course and kept pushing me to other courses. -.- I texted YAN to inform her about my postings and asked about TJ. She told me it was 'No harm trying'. So anyway, daddy sent me to TJ to submit the appeal form. "DEAR GOD, IF ITS YOUR WILL, PLEASE LET THE APPEAL GO THROUGH!" (results will be out before 5pm, 28th Jan). Once all my documents were submitted, daddy told me that Uncle Chris is a lecturer @SP. Conference called him when i got home. He was really helpful! He advised "It doesn't matter which poly you go to because when you apply for UNI, they only look at your grades NOT which poly you went too. What more, if you go to RP, you've got a higher chance of doing better." So he pin-pointed out Business IT@NYP&RP and Financial Informatics @RP. I wasn't so keen about it at first, but what he said throughout the conversation made sense! So after all this commotion, i prayed. I texted all my dear ones to pray with me. FAITH appeared in all their messages. I couldn't agree more...

One more thing, i found out that my CCA grade is suppose to be C5 instead of D7. 1point is better than nothing and that made a HUGE DIFFERENCE for me. I'll be heading down to SHSS to look for Mr.Chiang to help send an email to MOE to amend my result slip. It's suppose to help me with my appeals.
Thank God!!

Frequently asked questions:-

Q: Which #choice was it?
A: IT WASN'T ONE OF MY CHOICES AT ALL!

Q: What is Common Engineering Programme about?
A: I HAVE NO EYEDEER!

Q: So how now brown cow?
A: PRAY LIKE CRAZY!

*To everyone who has been so supportive and been praying with me, here's a GIGANTANORMOUS THANKYOU!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!(:

Let the world see God at work ♥

...I walked a lonely road

He's adorable, sweet, charming and everything a girl wishes for. There's just not enough words in the dictionary to describe Him! I LOVE arguing about how she fell in love with Goofy that very special night. The strong shoulder that she comforted herself on and his cold cheek that rested gently on her forehead. Snapshots of every second just kept piling up! Goofy drove her tears away as he held the guitar and sang the most appropriate song ever. 'HerDiamonds', she remembered. Honestly, which girl's heart wouldn't melt when Mr.Perfect starts to serenade her. When he looks into her big brown eyes and sings soulfully but with so much hidden emotions just yearning to show it off. The song entrap all her troubles and soon enough, she was lost in THE moment. In that beautiful moment which made her smile so brightly on the inside while she tries to make her feelings seem invisible. She was oblivious to everyone and everything around her then as she secretly admires him. Sadly, she didn't know how Goofy felt. Oblivious of his admiration and how much he was so concerned. Perhaps the doubts running through her mind overpowered the obvious. It was really REALLY unexpected for him to even feel a tinge of love for her. However, if the story didn't go that way, things would have been different right now. We wouldn't be reminiscing about how Goofy used to be around her so much or trying very hard to express his feelings or how blur and slow she was to realise his true feelings. And I, on the other hand, wouldn't be cheerfully chirping about it with Goofy...

...and they want to live happily every after.

Have you ever had that feeling that's like an unwelcome guest? It invades your mind and no matter how hard you deny that they disapprove, you just cannot make it go away. You feel your heart in your stomach and tell yourself you can get over it and that things will get better but the truth is, its never that easy.
Deciding not to do something, no problem but deciding not to feel something, its a whole different ball game!

kissed by an angel

Whats going to happen on the monday? How will i react? You know how nervous i am. You know how much i want to do well. I'm worried sick about the upcoming results. What if i cant make it to anywhere? What if my score isnt good enough to make it to college? There are so many 'what ifs' running through my mind and im starting to lose hope. It's as if im losing faith, in You. I am so afraid that i would disappoint everyone! Im shaking on the inside. Needless to say, it sucks to feel this way... Still, you never left me. I know you've been there to hold me and comfort me. You've sent friends and family to be with me, by my side. To bring me smiles and laughter. You've brought me My Sunshine. Filled my schedule with things that'll help me get over all this nervousness! I surrender my results to you. I really really do!

"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jer 29:11

In Jesus name I pray,
Amen.

I wana cry till my eyes are dry.
I wana roll on the slippery floor in my pajamas.
I wana scream your name at the rooftop till i lose my voice.
I wana block out all the nonsense that im hearing.
I wana dance so hard till im left breathless.
I wana lie in bed and sleep till my body gets numb.
I wana eat till my stomach reaches the floor.
I wana laugh so hard that people will think im crazy.
I wana be admired for who i am.
I wana show off to the world that 'MY SHIT CAME TRUE'

emonemo